Gettin' Lived by Life

You know guys I have an amazing life! Im blessed beyond belief in every area of my life, and I dont deserve it. I have anything I could ever need- and so much more I dont even realize it. But this semester I just havnt lived like I knew that. I whined, slacked off, complained, became depressed, got stressed out, sloppy, generally fell apart, my grades suffered... and you know I cant put a finger on why really. I just got so busy so quickly. Things with friends, Things with family, it all just ran together a rough week turned into a rough two weeks, into a rough month, (and my definition of rough is so pansy im ashamed to even complain about it) on and on... And now its almost over. Tuesday I have one last final. I dont understand. My relationship with God grew. But I feel like as a person I floundered. A new year has never looked so good. A new chance. I will never have to live these last 4 months over again. Though it wasnt any one thing I just have to remember who I am and how amazing my life really is- and the things that have driven me all along enjoying life, loveing God and loveing people. Living for others while still taking care of myself. Hmmmmmm theres a trick.